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Wistful Longing [Nov. 3rd, 2006|02:37 pm]
Insanity

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[miles_o_brien]
*though the family picnic with Data and Julian had been fun, it had reminded Miles of Keiko and the kids. Of how Molly had loved playing ball with him or throwing a frisbee around. Of how Yoshi always held his arms out to him waiting for a hug. It made him realize just how much he missed his kids.*

*Everytime he had thought of his children, he had felt wistful and lonely, that is until Julian had touched his shoulder or back or kissed him on the cheek. Then a surge of love of warmth would fill him, chasing away the lonelieness and reminding him just how much he loved Julian.*

*Now they were alone, in the quarters they were sharing and Miles needed more.* Julian...

*not sure how to say this without hurting Julian.* The picnic reminded me of others I had with my family and now ....
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From: drjbashir
2006-11-03 09:44 pm (UTC)
*looked at Miles, seeing that he had something to say*

And now..?
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[User Picture]From: miles_o_brien
2006-11-03 09:45 pm (UTC)
*sighs* I'm missing Molly and Yoshi so much that it hurts and the only thing that eases the ache is being touched by you.
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From: drjbashir
2006-11-03 09:50 pm (UTC)
*almost feels his heart break for Miles. Walks over to him and gathers him into a hug, runs his hands up and down Miles' back.*

I can't imagine what it must be like not getting to see your kids.
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[User Picture]From: miles_o_brien
2006-11-03 09:55 pm (UTC)
*Holds Julian close* it's hard. *moves them both to sit on the couch* it's just... I want to go home, but... what will happen to us when we go home?
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From: drjbashir
2006-11-03 10:00 pm (UTC)
*runs a hand through Miles' hair, keeps his voice quiet*

I don't know...what do you want to happen?
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[User Picture]From: miles_o_brien
2006-11-03 10:02 pm (UTC)
ideally? You and me still together on the station, where I can see Molly and Yoshi often. *rubbing Julian's back* that is assuming Keiko doesn't kill me over you and I being together.
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From: drjbashir
2006-11-03 10:10 pm (UTC)
That'd be nice. But...would Keiko be that mad? I mean, I thought you both weren't working out anyway.
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[User Picture]From: miles_o_brien
2006-11-03 10:13 pm (UTC)
we weren't. But she can be vicious when she wants to be and I just don't know how she'll react when she finds out that I dumped her for a man.
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[User Picture]From: miles_o_brien
2006-11-03 11:15 pm (UTC)
*helps Julian off with his shirt, caresses his skin, kissing him, licking the nipples* I hope this is one of those times that you love me being cocky.
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From: drjbashir
2006-11-03 11:22 pm (UTC)
*starts trying to take off Miles' clothes as well, can't help but be a little breathless*

It is.
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[User Picture]From: miles_o_brien
2006-11-03 11:26 pm (UTC)
good *kisses him, starts lowering his pants, hands cupping Julian's bum*
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From: drjbashir
2006-11-03 11:34 pm (UTC)
*moans, pushes down on Miles' hands*

Mmm, Miles...more.

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[User Picture]From: miles_o_brien
2006-11-03 11:38 pm (UTC)
*caresses him, takes his pants down, exploring his skin* lets move this to the bed.
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From: drjbashir
2006-11-03 11:45 pm (UTC)
*gets up and drags Miles down on top of him when he reaches the bed*
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[User Picture]From: miles_o_brien
2006-11-03 11:49 pm (UTC)
*kisses him, caresses his face* beautiful
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