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Ready Room-Placeholder [Jul. 30th, 2009|11:38 am]
Insanity

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[captainchakotay]
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::pours another half a cup from self-brewed canteen of coffee, reluctantly giving up position near expanse of windows and view it offered::

::takes a half a look at growing pile on desk, wincing::

::twitches thumb on cup surface, debating the wisdom of forwarding it all back out to the bridge command console::

::no, Paris probably isn't quite that bored::

::downs energy booster in one gulp, dropping cup on corner of desk before re-circling it in resignation::

::slumps shoulders slightly in relief as door chime sounds before seat can even be fully taken::

Enter!
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[User Picture]From: annikahansen
2009-07-31 12:47 pm (UTC)
::moves nearer to doors, waiting an inefficient moment for them to open and studiously ignoring prodding looks from general bridge area during that wait...particularly prodding looks from one set of eyes::

::clasps hands behind back when doors do open, stepping over threshold::

Captain.

If you have a moment...?
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[User Picture]From: captainchakotay
2009-07-31 12:55 pm (UTC)
::finishes settling down with a thump, staring at desk in despair...tempting fate, tempting fate::

For the sake of everyone aboard, let's hope I have more than a moment...

...or maybe just an over-developed sense of worth?

::sighs as her mostly blank look only gets blanker::

It was just a joke, Seven. A foolish attempt at humor.
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[User Picture]From: annikahansen
2009-07-31 12:59 pm (UTC)
I see.

::pauses, considering::

I believe I am developing a strong distaste for humor.

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[User Picture]From: captainchakotay
2009-07-31 01:11 pm (UTC)
I hope Paris developed an affinity for the couch, then.

::coughs, motioning her to chair on other side of desk...whatever it is, it could take a while::

...I'm under the impression that you've managed to patch things up this time and that he has his half of the bed back?

::suppresses another wave of despair...surely there has to be more to life than bureaucracy and keeping tabs on Tom Paris' private life?::
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[User Picture]From: annikahansen
2009-07-31 01:17 pm (UTC)
::lifts brow::

His two-thirds, Captain.

I fail to see why sleep has to be an exercise in athleticism...his only, at that. I have no difficulty maintaining one position throughout the night.
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[User Picture]From: captainchakotay
2009-07-31 01:27 pm (UTC)
...

::fights lip twitch, eying former drone, not fooled at all by the bland, querying look she has on face...for someone who dislikes humor and innuendo, she's a master at indulging in them::

That makes you a better sleeper than most of us, then, Seven.

::pushes away joking mood, putting light chastisement in tone::

Nightmares. He's always had them, for one reason or the other.

::hesitates, then drives stake home::

I'm frankly surprised that you don't.
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[User Picture]From: annikahansen
2009-07-31 08:29 pm (UTC)
You surprise me.

::succumbs to courtesy, taking proffered seat...gingerly::

::offers elucidation at faintly confused expression on host's face::

Many cultures, including those with marked similarities to your own, believe that internal turmoil is not best resolved by extreme response...physical or psychological.

One can confront demons just as easily through calm self-examination as unfocused panic.
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[User Picture]From: captainchakotay
2009-07-31 08:38 pm (UTC)
Seven...

::clasps hands, searching for a constructive, non-insulting way to break it to her::

I'm not so certain the Borg have given you enough insight into Native culture ...any Native culture... to make you an expert quite yet.

You would make a fine Vulcan, I'll give you that...but youaren't a Vulcan, and their safeguards against too much emotion serve no healthy purpose in your case.

If you have bad dreams, you shouldn't be attempting to suppress them.

Have you been speaking to Counselor Troi?
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[User Picture]From: annikahansen
2009-08-03 03:47 am (UTC)
Only when necessary.

::at sight, elucidates again::

While my father and Commander Paris apparently find her input useful, I see no point. The counselor's entire career is based upon a talent that serves no purpose with myself or Voyager's crew. She is empathic, but with limited range.

Since my emotions cannot be read and interpreted at this distance, the counselor has nothing to offer me that the knowledge I garnered during my time with the Collective cannot.
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[User Picture]From: captainchakotay
2009-08-03 04:02 am (UTC)
::pinches bridge of nose...pointedly::

Seven...

While Troi's empathic abilities are certainly a meaningful part of her duties, it's unlikely they define them. She's had years to hone other types of insight as well.

There's book knowledge and then there's practical knowledge. The Borg may have given you the text, but it's probably safe to say they didn't give you the first clue how to apply any technique.

That aside...even the most qualified counselors occasionally need help from someone else...an unprejudiced eye.
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[User Picture]From: annikahansen
2009-08-07 11:40 pm (UTC)
::folds hands::

Counselor Troi is hardly unprejudiced. Both she and her intimates...fellow crewmates...have encountered the Borg and been harmed by them.
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[User Picture]From: captainchakotay
2009-08-07 11:45 pm (UTC)
::stares::

...

Seven, at some point you have to let the armor down and give people...more than one or two people...a chance to help you. It's not a display of weakness, it's a display of human frailty. Judging by the fact that you consider the Borg 'them' and not 'us' any longer, I'd say you are functionally human.

Troi is capable and willing. Please, give her half a chance.

It would put my mind at ease.
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[User Picture]From: annikahansen
2009-08-07 11:55 pm (UTC)
Troi is not fully human, either.

::lifts chin at companion's incensed look::

Half, Captain.

Very well. I will not refuse her next request.

...now, perhaps, you are ready to hear my own?
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[User Picture]From: captainchakotay
2009-08-08 12:23 am (UTC)
::presses end of stylus to forehead, dragging it briefly::

::can feel the lines deepening::

What do you need, Seven?
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[User Picture]From: annikahansen
2009-08-08 12:37 am (UTC)
It is not strictly a personal need, merely a project that might prove beneficial to Voyager as a whole.

Some time ago, I submitted schematics to Commander Paris for approval...schematics for a new Delta Flyer design. I believe he pushed my idea aside, considering it unnecessary in light of other needed maintenance.

...while I admire such a desire to place the needs of others first, the time has come when such a project is more than a personal vanity. If we are to attempt slipstream, it would be ridiculous to do so without a more flexible, technologically advanced craft ahead of Voyager.

::sits back, taking quick, hidden breath::
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