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I have just left the bridge and I am pissed off. [Sep. 18th, 2003|08:24 pm]


[mood |predatory]

And looking for someone to take out my aggressions on. I think I'll spare Jonathan for the time being. He is stopping at that planet, after all. There has got to be something for me to do around here...until I get to eat Archer er, eat with Archer, that is.

[User Picture]From: _picard_
2003-09-19 01:17 am (UTC)
*feeling the desperate need to get away from Beverly and her endless breakfasts and hovering*

*quietly, as he's pacing through the ship* I've been avoiding eating much now for days, just to keep from having to sit across the table from her. It was different before. Before I didn't feel this incredible pressure bearing down on me. It was all friendliness and sexual tension. Now it's...it is the aftermath of sex and the expectation of more that's needed from me, radiating off of her in waves.

I thought for a long time that she was what I wanted. I had loved her once, and I thought I could do so again. At first I thought I held back because it would ruin things--make them more complicated. Now...I don't know. She wants something domestic. I don't do domestic. How did I ever get myself into this situation? Perhaps on a full stomach I'll be able to think more clearly.

*approaches the mess hall* Perfect.


*notices Vash, and almost decides to leave again*

This is ridiculous. I am an adult. I can certainly handle an old ex-girlfriend.

*finds a table and sits for a moment to think*
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